Damn, you said it. This is good advice OP

Fair enough. If you have good people around you that is what matters. I live in a crummy small town in Michigan but I love it

Yeah I mean if anything some kind of holy deity should be able to just have some kind of rapture event like in revelation where you don't have to actually kill yourself and are just magically called to divinity

Yeah nobody has ever had delusional beliefs how absurd

Man if you like Ohio you should check out any other place you'll really love that