Have some self respect and break up. That's not a loving suportive relationship. The trust is lost and without out trust it's just a matter of time until it collapses. Just end it now.

No because you can only see the light hitting your eyes now. not the light into the future or past. Its only if you leave a open camera and record so that as the earth moves the stars leave lines of where we were in position to where we see them.

The house I live in is stylistic and design well over 100 years old. It's almost 100 years as it is.

The way we live in so many ways is based on old ideas old technology.

We can live better in so many ways.

Thats like eating corporate poop. It's not even food. It's candy shit. Are thoses the same people eating themselves to death?

We need to build community's around water collection from rain, local food production via vegetable and serous mushroom farms with aquatic farming of eels,

Our communities need to have integrated food production where we live as much as possible with each community built around a central super school that functions as community hub, lifelong education support has elements of flexible manufacturing. Is linked to other hubs via rail.

So the majority of us can travel via bike, skate scooter and walking to the majority of our life needs.

Take cars out of the equation for most people, build real gardens where we live, herb, vegetable, orchards, fake river systems that flow circular through the different systems so it's filtered by the plants, grows eels and other types of fish to eat.

If we can re set how we live, we can lower our carbon emissions. Re grow our ecology.

With dating the age of old human places like the Egyptian pyramids is it possible that they are older? Or that they can't be easily dated due to a lack of what they need to find to date?

What are your thoughts on the ability of the simple tools found. To produce the stone artefacts and stone work found in Egypt?

What are your thoughts on civilisation being older then we currently think?

By civilisation I mean organised city states.

My personal experience as a outsider regarding open gay and lesbian relationships is that some form very strong fairly long lastingly group orgy relationships that function like extremly close friendships groups

or

they fall apart spectacularly, painfully, and savagely

Because favourites, better at sex, jealousy, feeling left out, actually being left out, conflicting desires about housing, children, rivalry, companion, boredom, conflict regarding drug use, lack of emotional maturity...

Unfortunately most people find that they really want to be the center of one person's whole world. And it's very hard to have that in mutil sexual open relationships especially when your young.

So your in an open relationship.

This eaither works or it doesn't.

It works by both parties approaching that they honestly want the other to be totally fulfilled and happy while prioritising each other but being very very accepting of each other.

Jealousy is a difficult emotion to navigate as is fear. Both are natural reactions to someone you love sleeping with others.

Why not make it a three way or share your sides and feel more equal about it

but what happens if their side rejects you... Thats why having extremely clear pre agreed boundaries or just being totally open...

There's always the fear the partner falls in love more then you with a side and leaves. Of course this situation is always possible in any relationship.

Its just can seam more possible when sex intimacy ie basically secondary complete relationships are going on side by side.

Because personal relationships can and do with many people have underlying sexual tension. And most people know this.

There is also always a chance that one of these sides for eaither of you ends up being a better fit then you or her.

So that makes your rightfully feel threatened.

Having platonic friendships are not "sides" with clear boundaries.

It sounds like she wants an open relationship. And you do not.

I also think sinister is one of the most uncomfortable movies to watch if it pulls you in.

It rated by a lot of people as one of the most frightening horror movies.

As above so below.

If you feel don't like being underground. I found it difficult to watch. The idea of them getting trapped. The rest of it was like ok. But just the being underground in tight spaces is like no no no.

I think hand stitched with heavy cord would work better with canvas. You don't need small stitching for clothing bags.

My sister uses Japanese mail sacks that she received from box's sent from her Mil from Japan the sacks are double canvas with a reinforced mouth with a rope. I don't know if you can still get them. I plan on making my own when our basket breaks. They just gets hung out with the wet laundry when they carry wet laundry out to the closeline. And they hang up easily where needed to collect dirty laundry.

I always prefer to talk up to be people. Because lying down is difficult. Lol

Good kitchen knives are worth their weight in gold I always say. Of course knowing how to use them safely is very important. But they make life so much easier in the kitchen.

Did you start a bush fire?

I don't watch soccer. The bare face corruption is present in many many aspects of government and business all over the world. Which I often rail against and oppose. But the good boys, the blokes the lads the Christians and Muslims all keep supporting the corruption.

Greed stupidity ignorance all continue to combine to keep the world a fucked up backward exploited and dying situation.

The other way of looking at the entire picture is that we as a species have improved we have grown generation by generation into better systems.

The next big step beyond education is identifying right wing narcissistic tendencies as a brain illness. Finding a solution to that world wide problem which is a lack of empathy, and that lack of empathy is what enables the harmful hurtful destruction by humans.

There are a bunch of old English words that are not used if you go read Marlow, Shakespeare, Chaucer,

Or their compatriots you will stumble across them.

Ye is one that springs to mind.

There were three blonds at a bar chanting 46 days and a half. 46 days and a half. Thought it would be more but definitely not less 46 days and a half.

The curious bar man asked them what they were celebrating with such joy. We finished a puzzle. Oh he said but why the 46 days?

It said 3 to 5 years on the box but it only took the three of us 46 and a half days to put it together.

There is a girl playing in the yard when her neighbour comes past. He is the same age and they start playing. She has a little dog, chickes and pigs with her. Since they live on a farm.

Then he says can I kiss you.

Only if you promise to close your eyes. And only open them when I say you can.

Of course he scowled everyone knows you close your eyes when kissing.

So he closes his eyes and leans forward lips puckered.

Wait a moment. She says.

Then he feels her lean in her cheek or mouth is all bristles and smells a bit funny.

He kisses it thoughly. She giggles. Then says open your eyes.

He opens his eyes oh I didn't know you were so bristly he says. My hair fell down when we kissed.

May I have another he asked.

The girl nodded.

This time a long wet tongue licks him from chin to nose .

Ahhh he yells in surprise opening his eyes.

The girl is holding up her little dog.

Why did you do that he says...

Well you said the pigs bottom was too bristly.