Get a hold of yourself man.

Not a single person alive knows for sure what happens when we die. Don't get stuck up on what is essentially just a creationist theory.

The big bang theory is a theory for a reason. It's the best we've got but probably no where close to the truth.

Read philosophy and learn math. Mathematical concepts like pi where something can be infinite and never repeat help me to cope.

There have been countless individuals wondering the same questions some of whom spent their entire lives devoted to trying to figure this type of stuff out.