Be me

Make music all my life

Be jealous of Jewish composers and my Jewish patron

Write "Jewishness in Music" to "explain to ourselves the involuntary repellence possessed for us by the nature and personality of the Jews"

Double down on anti-Semitic populism

Start writing a work on "the noblest white race" "marching towards its downfall" with intermarriage with "the races it conquers"

Die

Be embraced by Nazis for my views

Get people to apologize for me and claim that my written views are fake and made up