Makes me sad that you feel like you would want to trade places. Life has kicked the shit out of me in the last few years. Trauma, pain and a string of bad luck from seemingly minor things to the biggest issues one could imagine. I keep reminding myself that as long as I can hold on to hope, I’ll be ok. I truly believe that. It might start out as just a tiny glimmer but that’s all it takes sometimes. It ain’t over til it’s over. Sending love and light