Well, I must confess, young lady, while I am truly sorry for you being hurt so badly, you had a shit attitude. As someone who was considered very pretty, some might say gorgeous, as a young woman, I never thought all women were jealous, nor did I ever think all men wanted me( nor ignoring LGBTQ+ desires) I wasn’t a bully. Any talent, gift, whatever we want to call it, be it looks, athletic ability, musically inclined( oh how I wish:), or intellectual capacity, all can be gone in a moment of time. Just the way life is. Melissa was wrong, but I wonder how berated and bad she had to feel for how long to get there? No excuses for her actions. Sorrow for her death and a lousy reality check for you.