yeah... i hate to say it but I agree with the other commenters. If you have access to medical support, I strongly recommend you get seen by a physician. I'm concerned you might be experiencing some kind of psychiatric episode. If you're skeptical that's fine, you can even tell them that.

> "Strangers on the internet expressed concern that I might be experiencing a psychiatric episode of some kind. I don't see it, but enough people suggested it that I felt it merited a professional opinion, so here I am."