Thanks.

Well thanks to him being a shitty dad I decided not to have kids to not take the chance of one day mimicking his behaviour.

I'll never tell my child that "You know, I didn't want kids your mom made me do it". I'll never scare them with my fits of rage nor insult them when I'm not-so-secretly drunk. I'll never tell them that the problem in society are artists, intellectuals and insert different races and religions. I won't teach them to hate, rage and smash when they are annoyed or mad.

It's hard to emancipate yourself from a shitty narcissistic parent and I won't risk putting anyone through this.